♥ CardS ..

I LOVE DECK!

Tally Ho is my 1st deck which gave by hubby last year..
I like it very much..
It is different to compare with normal deck..
BUT!!
Deck is my love enemy..
Why I will say so?
Because he will bring along his cards no matter where he go/date with me,
He will bring along at least two deck.
WHY?
Because if I keep the deck that he was playing,
then he will be very proud and took others deck from his poket..
Damn GERAM-ing...@@"
He would rather play his cards also don't want hold my hand..=(
So I will always keep his cards before we hang out..
Haha..
This is one of the technique to force him hold my hand..=D
After hubby gave me this deck,
I Google search some others deck..
I found out a lot of different deck damn cute..
There have mini deck, ghost deck and bla bla bla..
Really hope can buy all of that and keep it..
But my wallet not enough deep..
Haha...^^..
Anyway,
I aim one deck which name GHOST DECK now..
But it cost around RM80..
Huh~
Have to eat bread for 1 month d..
Haha.. =D

.. I love him ..

This not a post that write about hubby and I lar..
Hehe..
Still remember had a day I argue with hubby until said wanna to break,
that time I so moody..
TT also no mood..
I'm keep quiet..
Pei Chern used her pencil and wrote something on my paper..
She wrote,
"我爱他"
She asked me go to listen this song,
she said very suitable for me at the moment.
I dint blog this because I d okay back with hubby..
Now,
I'm listen this song..
Recall me back..
Ya..Pei Chern..
This song really damn suitable for me..
Here are the lyrics..
Have a look kay?
..^^..

丁当 - 我爱他

作词：黄婷   作曲：陈威全

他的轻狂留在 某一节车厢
地下铁里的风 比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最终的荒唐


如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开 爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖 越多的空白
该怎么去爱

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以 很好 

Holiday In KL .. * 5 *

* 25 Nov 2009 *

Nothing's to do on Wednesday..
As usual..
EAT SLEEP TV ONLINE
Next to Thursday..

* 26 Nov 2009 *
Haha..
Finally Finally Finally
can hanging out with hubby d..
He was wearing a green color shirt with collar,
looked so handsome..=D
We went Time Square & Sungai Wang..
He took me to Magic shop in TS and we found the new magic shop at Sg Wang..^^
Had a lot of fun with him..
(I'm happy when he was at beside me..)
Lead along his hand no matter where we go..
Then we go to watch The Christmas Carol with 3D.
When we wear the glasses that given,
I looked at him and he looked at me for few second,
then we started to laugh..
Hahaha..
We wear the glasses look damn funny!!
As usual,
he feed me the pop-corn and I in charge of drink..
He was ate his pop-corn, and i was still hold his hand and my head was on his shoulder..
Felt so warm and I hold him very tightly..
Really hope when I need him and he will at beside to let me do like this.
That time really felt don't want to let go my hand,
so we hang out from 2pm until 7pm+ I also holding his hand..
Haha..
I can't forgot every moment that full of happiness between him and me..
When I close my eyes,
that memory come agains from my brain..
Then my mouth will smile automatic..
We laugh no matter beside us got how many people were looking,
the most important is WE ARE HAPPY..
When we want to go back,
we can't find the way go to take monorail,
keep going up and down,
at last only we found..
And we saw again the bikini shop that full of our memory too..
Hahaha..(We din go and buy kay? =D )
I keep pinch his hand and stomach，
when we were in LRT,
I saw his hand full of red dot,
I asked him"What is this?"
He said "You lar.."
Then he repeat the action that how I pinch him..
Haha..
Sorry yah hubby..=D
This was the picture that he ask me to take.
At last,
we reach Gombak LRT station..
He company me wait my relative came fetch me..
And we start chatting..
He ask me,
"Why don't want ply card d?"
"Not same as form 5 de you d."
That time I really felt damn angry and din look at him and not answer him any questions.
But when I flesh back,
when we in form 5 I really full of heart to play cards with him,
but now I'm not..
Everytime I promise him I want to play but at last I knew nothing,
at last he felt disappointed and we will start argue again.
This time my mood change from angry to feel want to cry.
But I'm not crying..
I tried to breathe and face to him,
his was playing his cards,
I pulled his hand and near to me,
my face was lying on his hand,
I not yet ready to tell him " I'm sorry.."
I knew that once I said that I confirm my tear were drop..
So I keep my mouth shut..
I let go my hand and turned my head and breathe again..
This time my tear was coming out,
I used my hand to wipe my tears quietly and after that I turned back my head,
he was sit beside me..
I near his shoulder and I said,
Will you miss me after I go back?
He answer me Of cause. [smile]
I don't want argue with you d.
But you always challenge with me.
I stop for few second..
Can you give me some time?
He was quiet and din do any action.
I asked again.
He nod..
This time I can't control d,
I turned my head again and my tear keep dropping..
But he don't know..
(Actually still have a lot of conversation between us.)
At last I saw my relative were coming,
I used hand to wipe all my tears faster and face to him..
I said,
My relative come d..
Where?
There..
Okay..Bye bye..
Bye Bye..
I keep looking at him when I sit in the car.
He look at me and he was smiling.
He used his hand bye bye with me and I do the same things too.
My tears continue drop..
I use tissue to wipe my tear quietly again because I don't want let my relative know.
I took out my phone from bag and msg him.
I said sorry to him..
You reply "Why? You done nothing wrong, why said sorry?"
And you put a smile emotion behide the msg..
I repeat what I said just now.."Give me some time."
You ask me why? Cards?
I reply ya..
You reply me "Dwn learn also never mind de, I play with my friend also the same."
Hubby,
It's not same..
I know you hope your couple can play with you.
I also want that.
So I will try my best to learn it.
As what Kar Ee was told me..
From "Fall on the floor" change to "Fly from the floor"
I really will tried my best..
Hubby,
you wait for me yah..
^^

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.. I found back my happiness ..

This is the end for my journey..
Bye Bye everyone in KL..
Bye Bye hubby for few weeks..
I wait you back..
Taiping.. Here I come..
..^^..

Holiday In KL .. * 4 *

* 24 Nov 2009 *

Nothing special today..
Drive and took parent go to take breakfast..
Then,
came back home and start movie again..
KL life..
* SIENZ *
TV whole day..=="
Bro pula DOTA whole day..
Around 4p.m,
have a date with hubby..
Hubby came my relative house find me,
He was so funny..
He chit-chat with my grandma and suddenly he asked my grandma :
does him become handsome?
OMG OMG OMG!
* '_' *
Before he go back I exchange shoes with him..
Haha..
He can wear my shoes leh..
How big my foot is?
Haha..
Took some picture with him yesterday..
Have a look kay?? =D


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Already bought ticket for go back Taiping..
I'll go back my lovely hometown on this Friday..
Friend~
can tt with you all on Saturday d..
Finally can meet all love you d..
Hahaha..
Miss you all so much..=D

.SWEET.

You are my KING OF SPADE..
I'm your QUEEN OF LOVE..
..^^..

Holiday In KL .. * 3 *

* 22/23 Nov 2009 *

SIENZ SIENZ SIENZ..
Early in the morning,
thought bro will took his motorcycle and go to buy foods for us..
when i wake up,
it's rain..
No other choice,
he give me my cousin car key for me..
I drive and took him, grandma and yao go to take breakfast..
Huh..
`NO POWER STARING`
Hard to control the staring..
Drive damn slow..
Around 30-40 only..
Hahaha..
Seldom people drive in KL only drive 30/40 right?
Pity the car who follow behide me..=D
We reach a place name "中华",
eat wan tan mee there..
Damn expensive..
Small-RM3.50, Big-RM4..
Wow~
Bro was order one dish call *Fried Carrot Cake*
Haven ate before in Taiping..
Taste not bad..Like it..=D
After came back,
doing my math homework,ate lunch ate dinner,online,watch TV, and last..
became SLEEPING BEAUTY..
Huh..
Same as today..
Nothing to do also..
Only eat,do homework,online,..............

Took few BIG BOOM HAIR PICTURE..=D Have a look..

THE END FOR TODAY...

Holiday in KL .. * 2 *

* 21 Nov 2009 *

Wake up around 9.00am,
cousin took us to go to take breakfast..
Had a bowl of MEE CURLY there..
.. ^^ ..
Went back home after all of us finish our breakfast..
We have a bath and we went to SG WANG & TIME SQUARE.
There's only three of us..
Took this picture while wait Monorial came.
We went to LRT station & Monorail station only we can reach there.
Huh~
Full of people in Monorail.. ( HATE IT! )
We went SG WANG 1st,
I thought I'll bought a pair of shoes,
but I'm not..
Then I thought I'll bought some shirt at TIME SQUARE,
but I'm not too..
WHAT HAPPEN TO ME??
Crazy huh?
Hahaha..
anyway, continue my story..
We walked all the place in SG WANG,
at last we decided to go to PAK HAILAM KOPITIAM to have our lunch.
This kopitiam damn similar to OLD TOWN..
It is barang pengganti?
Hahaha..* Econ-ing *
Never mind..
Let's order!

1. 1 bowl asam laksa
2. 1 set chicken rice with 1 cup of kopi
   
3. 1 nasi lemak
   
4. 2 cup of cold soya with cincau
5. 2 pao
   
6. TAKE AWAY *4 different flavor pau*

While we order the pau for take away,
1 malay guy was serve us.
He use Eng..
This is our conversation.

Wei - Excuse me, I want order pau for take away.
Malay Guy - Okay. Want how many?
Ying - Got how many flavor?
Malay Guy - Rm1 per 1 pau.
Ying - *SHOCK*
Wei - Give me 4 different wan.
Malay Guy - Okay.

After the guy Bla Bla Bla~
We were laugh..=D
Haha..
At last,
this lunch cost us RM 40.45.
While we walked out,
they said to bro,
*THANK YOU SIR..*
Damn funny!
Sound so old..
Excuse me..
He's only 19 lar..=="
Then,
we go to TIME SQUARE.
Nothings to buy,
Nothings to do,
No places to go,
SO GO BACK HOME.

Holiday in KL .. * 1 *

At last..
I reach KL d..
Quite miss everyone in Taiping..
Miss my family..
Miss all my CRAZY geng..
Luckily got facebook..
Haha..

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* 20 Nov 2009 *

Early in the morning,
after breakfast,
start our journey at 8.30am sharp.
Reach KL around 12pm ++..
Felt faint and felt wanna vomit along the journey..
Cousin was fetch us at bas station and straight to go back her house.
and have a lunch at her house.
Felt damn sleepy..
So have a nap in my cousin room around 1 hour.
After that, wake up and have a bath and is time to take dinner.
Have a simple dinner there..
*Black chicken rice *
After ate our dinner,
we went to 1U because cousin was booking movie ticket to go to watch 2012.
The movie start on 8.45pm..
We reach there around 1 hour earlier.
So go to one of the book shop at 1U for read the magazine.
I aim 1 book there.
* Anti Chocolate *
I think it is a caricature lar..
In Malay summore..
So I din bought.
This story is about 1 girl was born on 14 Feb,
she hate to eat chocolate very much.
One day.. She fall in love with a guy..
But this guy love to eat chocolate very much..
Then, they start their story..
Damn curious..
Don't know how is the end of the story..
If it's in Eng I confirm bought it down..
This book only cost RM 9 ++ ..
Yer... * Geram-ing * ='(
While bro was reading,
I ask him stop reading and company me went to buy fish ball..
I thought it only cost 70 cent for 1 string,
but when after I order only saw it's cost RM1.70..
...=="...
1 string only have 3 grain..
Damn expensive..@@
After that,
went inside the cinema d..

My leg was keep shake while watch it.
This movie make me can't sit properly because make me damn nervous.
Quite nice lar,
but I din felt wanna watch again..
If watch with hubby..Maybe..Haha..XD
It's 11.30pm something after finish this movie..
Then we were going back and have a SLEEP!

* Good night *

19th of Green Horse...

Green Horse Beh Siam Cheng!!
Happy Birthday yah..
You getting older and older d lor..
So pity~
Yesterday you still same age with me,
so fast bigger than me 1 year d..
Hahaha..
Anywayz,
at here wish you have a happy birthday,
always sui sui and wish you can Ok back with your boy lar..
I know both of you still very care each other de..
Time will prove everything..=D
We have a great date just now..
Enjoy it very much..
Green Horse,
when I look at you just now,
I can felt that time you miss your boy very much.
Infront of us you pretend as nothing happen,
but I know you are not really happy..
Right?
I know your feeling..
I really know..
Your relationship really similar with mine..
I always said I hate you but you don't really put in your heart yah..
It's just a joke..
Actually I love you very much de..
Really want to help you to ok back with your boy.
Both of you also can't leave each other d.
Believe me,
everything gonna be alright. =D
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I'll go to KL tomorrow..
At 1st felt want go very much,
but now..
not really feel want go d..
Don't know why..
I'm not really happy now..=(
I'll upload the picture when we took just now when I free..
Kay?
Bye bye friend..

Just want to post..

I'm not really happy..=)

Does anyone there?

Does anyone in this world care me?
Does anyone in this world like me?
Does you all in this world hate me?

Can anyone please answer me all the stupid Q's?
I'm suffering..
Really suffer..

just for you.

Only For You

I talk with you late at night and when I go to bed I still think of you.

I walk really slowly when I'm with you.

I don't feel Ok when you are far away.

I smile when I hear your voice.

When I look at you,I can't see other people around me.I see only you.

Your are everything I want to think.

I realize that I smile every time when I look at you.

I would do anything to see you.

While I have been reading this,

Teoh Ssu Jian..

you were that person in my mind all the time.

='(

I'm not a good daughter.

This few days,
I felt like I am not who I am..
I felt like I'm not a good daughter for my dad & mom.
Always hang out with friends and spend a lot of money to buy something which USELESS.
Mom keep complain that this few day I seldom stay in house.
Felt so sorry to them.
I HATE THIS TYPE OF ME.
Sorry papa..
Sorry mama..
I'll try my best to go back the real me.
I promise that I'll try to control my spending..
Sorry again...
='(

OMG~~!!

What's going on?
SHOK NI & SZE EN..
2 of you make me so SHY today..
ARG~~~!!!
T.T

BIG BOOM HAIR!

After a lot of Q's,
After a lot of discussion,
I have make a decision d.
I decide to go to 2 In 1 (saloon) to do my hair tomorrow.
Gonna have big boom hair soon.
Hope they can give me a nice hairstyle,
& can make my hair as BOOM as I want.
Haha..XD

I want a good husband/wife.

Haha..
Weird title..
Listened to earphone while I'm doing math homework just now.
Heard two song..
Recall back my memory..
Haha..
The title of the song is "I want a good husband",
I forgot where and how I got this song d.
Just remember that before I go to NS,
I bluetooth this song into hubby phone quietly,
although i reach my kem d I also didn't told him.
One day I'm chit-chat with him through the public phone,
he ask me when I send this song for him..
Haha..
Actually while he ask me I also forgot what song I send d..=X
He told me the contents of the song.
He told me that he found another pair of this song,
the title is "I want a good wife",
Hahaha..
I don't know where he got this song too.
BUT ,
IT WAS SO FUNNY!

Here is the song lyrics..(In chinese)

* I want a good husband *
*我想有个好老公*
好像要一个好老公，
爱我疼我放我在心中，
我想要天上星星他就摘给我，
逗我开心情话对我说，
我想要一个好老公，
每月工资全部交给我，
我想要什么他就买给我，
有房有车不用再工作~

* I want a good wife *
*我想有个好老婆*
我想要一个好老婆，
和我一起快乐生活，
就算钞票赚得不多，
他一刻买房不够，
可她依然深深爱我从不打我，
好像要一个好老婆，
下班回家有人陪我，
有口热呼饭吃 抱着孩子乐康透
工资每月向交给你我都愿意~愿意~

END! ^^

3 - 8 Nov 2009.

Long time din blogging about my activity d.
Have a lot of thing to write today.

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* 3 Nov 2009 *
Haha..
This day was the happy day..=D
Because I'm hang out with my babies..
" KHENG KHENG & LIAN LIAN "
After we end form 5,
3 of us already long long long time din hang out together.
Had a lot of fun with them.
We wait Kuan Ling duty until 5pm,
that day Pei Kheng become our driver and we went to fetch Kuan Ling around 6pm.
After we park car at Tesco,
we decided went to RASA MAS,Tesco for dinner.
On the way we walked to our destination,
we saw our Secondary teacher adviser,
Cik Lok...
After some chit-chat with her,
we went to take our dinner.
The food at Rasa Mas not bad actually, quite nice.. =D
But the food serve very slow..=="
After ate and had some SS picture at there,
we went to Tesco to buy some things that order from my mom. =="
Kuan Ling was bought KINDER BUENO,
It have offer on that time,
so she bought 1 set but have 3 pack together.
After she paid,
Pei Kheng and I was took 2 pack for ourself.
Haha.. Pity Lian..
After finish shopping,
we went to TS to continue shopping again.
I bought a pair shoes that same as Shok Ni and Chew Hong.
Hahaha..
After that we went to K2 to bought a T-shirt that I aim-ing..(Like it so much)
That Kuan Ling and I bought McD ice-cream - Choco top!
Damn nice..I love it =D
At last,
we found that only me was buying buying buying & buying..
@@"
Went back around 8pm..^^
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* 4 Nov 2009 *
As what Kheng promise me at previous day,
she was fetching me went to school and back from school..
Hahaha..
Happy..
No need driving~ =D

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* 5 Nov 2009 *
Have Maths tt today.
4pm-5.30pm
*Au yong,Siam Cheng,Zhiying, Pei Chern,Kuan Ling, Chew Hong, Chiao Hwa*
7 of us was tumpang Au yong car to go to each saloon to ask the prize of doing straight and curl,
We were going to In Touch, Juno, Firt Cut, Jeans..
Try to imaging that 7 quite big size of people were sit in Kenari..
Aiyoyo~
Pity u o..*"_"*

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* 6 Nov 2009 *
Maths tt again..
After tt Au yong was going to Jeans to straight her hair.
Not bad wei~
Dua Dua Ciak must love it..
Hahaha..XD

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* 8 Nov 2009 *
Early in the morning,
have an activity that that create by ROTARY CLUB and MPT, Taiping.
The title of this activity was
^ Kempen Saya Sayang Taiping ^
This activity quite simple,
you just have to wear a glove and go around Burmese pool to collect the rubbish.
A lot of benefit that we had today.
All the thing that we got was disgusting.
Eewwhh~~
Felt want to vomit. =(
Had a lot of fun with K.E, Hua Lian and our school Interactor.
Took some group picture on that day. ^^
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.The End.

HATE!

suddenly I felt like I hate my blog so much..
why?
Am I...
hate who I am?
hate my character?
hate what I doing?
What should I do?

When we are small.

Today damn boring at school..
Although got teacher came to class but also said
* DO YOUR OWN WORK.*
Did us had anything to do?
Ya ya..
Our work is TALKING.
Hahaha..
7 people were absent today..
But our voice were still strong..
Haha..
Don't know how we start,
suddenly talk about the pass of Shok Ni..
Damn sad..
Why?
Because of her STUPID FRIEND.
No..
Is that call friend?
I don't think so..
Felt wanna drop my tears while she was crying..
But CANNOT!
We have to comfort her..
So trying a lot of way to give her smile back.
At last,
we're success!!
The next is pass of Pei Chern..
Her pass won't let us felt sad but then it is FUNNY!
When she was small, she is damn
CHILDISH CHILDISH CHILDISH & CHILDISH.
When we are small also won't as childish as her.
Hahaha..
Gonna give her beat after she saw this. =D
But I don't care..
Because wanna tell everyone that you are really Childish.
Kakakakaka..

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Yesterday night I'm argue-ing again with hubby..
Told him a lot of thing that think on my mind.
Long conversation and lazy to post at here.
The last msg that I send to him was..
This time I want to take our relationship to be a stakes.
I hope you can think properly that are you still need me?
You don't answer me now..Think properly..
If you found that you still need me, than you reply me..
If you already no need me, than you no need to reply me d.
I don't know what is the result,
but I gonna bet you will msg me back.
I'm waiting for you..
Good night..
Actually I thought everything gonna end yesterday night..
I shut down my phone after the delivery report was came.
I don't know what action he will take.
I scare he will say wanna break immediatly,
I don't dare to see, so I off my phone until I came back from school just now.
While I on my home,
I receive 1 msg from him..
I don't dare to open and read it.
I look at the phone and wait for few moment,
my heart rate was very fast..
At last I open it..
He reply me on this morning 7 something..
In the msg was just contain 7 word.
You are smile back with me..
Maybe next time we're argue with the same thing again..
But I hope you can think properly what I'm said yesterday..
It really is our problem..
I know that you also don't want to end our relationship as simple as it..
I really wish that we can find back the us in last time.
Really miss that time..
And yesterday if I had said anything wrong or make you angry,
I said sorry to you..
Hope we can continue our relationship as 1st we couple.
Really love you..

3 couple.

..Shok Ni & Chan Leong..zhiying & Ssu Jian..Pei Kheng & Chong Chyi..

I took this picture while tuition at PJ just now.
Nothing special about 3 of this wallpaper la,
just for fun..
Haha..
Nice?

Which 3 of us can happy couple-ing with our own hubby yah..
Don't want argue..
Don't want unhappy..
Don't want let them go..

SWEET FOREVER.^^

I lost it.

I lost it..

I really lost it..

I thought I won't lost it forever.
But..
I'm fail to protect it..
This pencil full of memory between us.
One day,
we tuition at Institute Taiping,
I told you that my pencil was broke.
You changed your pencil with me although my pencil was broke.
When form 5, it's accident with hubby once.
He lost it and he thought he won't found it back,
so he ask me to borrow him another pencil.
Who knew that his uncle was found it beside the road.
Maybe this is a fate between hubby and it.
Those is the pencil.
I'm using hubby pencil about 1 year d,
I damn love this pen.
Full of energy to writing while using it.
I can't accept the fact that it already lost.
Just now while tt I damn moody.
I felt want to cry.
But I'm control myself because sir was teaching.
Of cause people may say,
* Can buy new de ma.. *
But it's already not the truth meaning for the pencil d.
I really hate that people who took my pencil box.
Why you so fast?
I already tried my best to go back there to search it as fast as I can.
Why??
Do you know that this pencil is how much IMPORTANT for me?
I can't lost it.
It was one of the memory between me and him.
Why you so bloody?
I HATE YOU!
I CURSE YOU LOST THE MOST IMPORTANT THING FOR YOU.
F*** YOU!!
(1st time I say this in public.)

And last,

Hubby..
I'm sorry..