please think of me before what you do.

Do you think my feeling before what you do?
Don't you try to think that if is me do like that,
what respond you will give me?
Don't you same as me?
I know your respond and I won't do that.
I'm sorry,
I'm not as generous as you think.
Btw, I'm not really like that girl.
And excuses me, I can't accept it.
You hurt me.
You make me feel want to drop my tears again.

KL story Day 8 & 9.

* 29th December 2009 *

This was my last post of KL story.
On that day, I was have a date with hubby again.
This day we din argue & we have a sweet date and it has a lot of fun. =)
Hubby skip the class dat day,
but he went to his college and play basketball early in the morning.
I go to eat a Roti Canai with my aunt & relative as my breakfast.
After back,
I went to up stairs and try to search what I want to wear dat day.
After I terbalik my whole bag I still can't make a decision.
I came to down stairs and ask them,
" What should I wear today? "
All of them gave me the same answer.
" Wear skirt lar. "
=="
I couple with hubby so long d also haven wear skirt and date with hubby before.
So I very nervous.
Around 10.50am+,
hubby call me.
Green as me, Blue ask him.
" Helo~I okay d leh. "
" Har? Where r you nw? I nt yet prepare leh. "
" At college lor. Nvm, u go prepare 1st lar. Okay d call me. "
" Okay. Bye bye."
" Bye Bye. "
.
.
I start to prepare.
I change the T-shirt to a skirt,
bring along my hand bag,
then I go to the down floor.
I show myself infront all my relative.
" Okay arh? Really want wear like this arh? "
All of them said,
OF CAUSE LAR!
Then I phone hubby.
" Harlo~ I okay d. Bee, aunt they all ask me wear skirt arh~~~"
" Haha. Why leh? "
" Don't know. How arh?? "
" Change back lor. "
" Hrmm..I go now. Wait me at Meati LRT station yah. "
" Okay lar. "
" Okay. Bye Bye. "
I din change back to T-shirt,
because if now I din wear sure next time don't dare to wear d.
So my relative sent me to Melati LRT station.
I go down from the car,
and I really felt nervous while walk to the doorway.
So I walk slowly.
When I near the doorway,
saw hubby was stand at the stairs.
I felt really shy and I ran faster and faster at him and hide my head in his shoulder.
He laugh.
* ^_^ *
He hold my hand to go to counter to buy LRT ticket.
Then we wait for LRT.
Inside LRT was full of people.
That's only one places for sat,
so hubby ask me to sit and he stand infront me.
Chit chat with him and took his picture quietly.
Ssshhii............
I tot I can sit his motor once again de,
but he only have 1 helmet.
=(
[ I very miss the moment he fetch me by motor. ]
Okay.
I continue.
When we reach there hubby hold my hand and took me go to take teksi.
Along the journey to his house,
that driver a lot of thing to talk.
Only hubby keep talking with him,
I'm quite.
=="
When we reach there,
hubby took me go to "Cow Car Water",
I don't know it English name.
I ask hubby and he teach me this.
Hahaha.
Hubby bring me to walk around and introduce that place for me.
I saw a Minnie and ask hubby help me to take picture with it,
then I help him took when we saw mickey.
Mana tau we walk from start to the end also can't found mickey.
At last we took Donald duck. ^^
After that I went to his house.
This is the 1st time I went to his KL house,
also is the 1st time I gonna meet his brother.
' w '
NERVOUS!!!
I din saw his brother when I went into his house.
He introduce his cat to me.
=="
Then ask him faster on the PC for me and faster faster go to bath.
But he was not listening to me.
He keep disturb I online.
So I keep kick him when he was trying to near me.
After the fighting his mouth and hand was injured.
So,
I AM THE WINNER!!!!!
But I sure he felt very pain.
Sorry.. =(
Until the last only he willing to go to bath.
Then I keep chatting with Xin Ying in facebook. ^^
After all the things was all right,
hubby go and ask his brother came out from his room and fetch us go LRT station.
I shutting down the computer and don't dare go to meet his brother.
The last also have to go because his brother d wait at the door.
I ask hubby,
how to call his brother?
He said,
call handsome boy.
=="
I din followed what he teach and I just smile and hi to his brother,
his brother do the same things too.
Arrgghhh~~~
[A secret here: his brother very handsome......*^.^*]
When we reach LRT station,
I said thank you and bye bye to his brother.
And this is all our conversation for 1st time we meet.
I hold hubby arm I and told him.
" Your brother very handsome lor. ^^ "
" Really arh? "
" Ya lor. Can I break out with you and couple with your brother. "
He take out my bag which he was hanging and hang on my hand.
He said.
" Erm..You go back yourself lar. I go back 1st. "
Hahaha..XD
Faster faster hold his arm back and told him it's just a joke.
Then we took LRT to KL central to took KTM to Mid valley.
When we reach KTM,
actually both of us also don't know how to take KTM because we just try try try.
When KTM was reach,
damn a lot of people inside.
I told hubby,
" Took my hand hardly and don't let me alone at here and you go in o! ^^ "
Lastly we also success to go in KTM and reach Mid Valley.
Both of us quite professional way~
Haha..
We took our lunch in KFC.
Long time din ate KFC d.
Hubby bought too much d.
Until the last I also waste it.
No good o. =(
Walk around Mid Valley and nothing to buy.
Plan wanna watch movie but a lot of people was queuing.
Lazy.
Told hubby my leg was pain then we found a places to sit.
After few minutes rest then we start to walk around.
Hubby saw a lot of small car was there.
Hubby ask me sit on the small car and help me to take picture.
Okay. I followed.
But I ask him to sit on the car and I took with him he run away and said don't want.
T.T
No places that we can go d.
So we plan to go back.
OMG!
This time KTM was much more people to compare with the time we came.
Really hard to go in ler.
But we force to go in also,
because I lazy to wait for anather round d.
A lot of people was still coming in although they knew that d no place.
Hubby put his left hand on my waist and the malay girl behide me keep push me so my body was totally stick on hubby body.
We was standing on the middle of the way in KTM.
Nothing to gave us to hold.
Anyone got facebook sure knew that I got a post said that I'm dancing with hubby.
Do you know how I dance with him?
He put his left hand on my waist,
I put my right hand on his shoulder and my left and was on his right shoulder and his right hand was holding my left hand.
Hahahaha.
Hard to understand what I'm trying to say?
Hahaha.
Think yourself.
The KTM was keep shaking + our position like this.
I felt like wanna fall down then hubby support me,
he felt like wanna fall down then I support him.
So we look like dancing.
I put my head on hubby shoulder and rest.
I told him.
" We look like dancing. "
Then both of us was laughing.
Around 5-10minutes,
we reach KL center.
Then we go to take LRT to go back to Gombak.
Along the journey to Gombak,
both of us d very tired.
We keep quite and I bring out my earphone and share with hubby to lisent some song.
When we reach there,
we find a place to sit for waiting my cousin to come to fetch me.
He bring out his card and I ask his show me some magic.
Some tecniqe damn interesting,
then ask me to teach me.
My foot was really pain.
Open out my shoes and put my leg on hubby leg.
Felt damn confortable.
I have a good rest for my leg.
.. ^^ ..


* 29th December 2009 *

5.00pm.
I came back to Taiping.
The air- condition in the bas very cold.
Brother exchange place with me.
Aroud 9.00pm only we reach.
Damn tired.
Online until 2.00am only willing to sleep.
=="
.
.
Good night.

KL story Day 7. NS gathering

* 28th December 2009 *

Today is the day I had my NS gathering.
It was my 1st gathering with them.
Not so many members was join.
But still okay for me.
Just seldom I seldom talk with them.
Cos long time no see d xbiasa.
But I still happy to be with them for a day. ^^
I took LRT alone and went to KLCC to meet JT,
after meet him we took LRT went to Kelana Jaya.
On the journey to LRT,
we din talk with each other and we sat at different places.
Felt so embarrassed.
When we reach there,
saw CCP edy wait us at there.
So he fetch us with his car and go to Pinn Xhean house and fetch her too.
After fetch Pinn Xhean and on the way we went to Sunway Pyramid was a little bit jam,
but Kuah is already reach there.
He keep msg to Pinn Xhean and keep yammer at her.
He told her that everytime also is him 1st reach and wait them so long,
and said next time he should late 1 hour came d.
Haha. XD
Pity him.
When all of us was reach there and said hello to each other,
we decided went to eat Ice in Jusco.
After that we went to cinema and bought ticket for AVATAR, 2.10pm.
While waiting Kuah bought the ticket,
Sarah Ho was coming.
She was dyed her hair to red color and she was sick.
But still look cute. ^^
We went to watch movie after Sarah back.
Because she's not feeling well so want to go back and rest.
Okay.
We start our movie.
This movie damn interested.
Really wish can watch with hubby.
Got some part of the movie really make me quite nervous.
So I plan wanna watch with him tomorrow.
Pinn Xhean will go to Taiwan March,2010.
Wish her all the best in study yah.
If got chance I will go to Taiwan visit you.
We still can our next gathering when you are back.
So don't sad kay?
Haha..
Good Luck.
Bye~ ^^

KL story day 5/6.

* 27th December 2009 *

This day was Sunday.
Uncle no working on today.
So after lunch and bath all of us went to Mid Valley & The Garden Mall.
All the thing was too "CHEAP" for me,
so I din buy anything. =="
But!
SS a lot!!!!
Uncle saw a pair of shoes around RM 1000+,
he ask me to buy.
This was our conversation.
Green = Me , Yellow = Uncle " Loh Zhi Ying, buy this shoes lar. "
" Don't want. Too cheap d. If start with 2 I want to buy lar. "
" Nah. This want more than RM2000+. "
" Ye~ This pattern not nice. Don't want. "
" This Rm3000+ de leh? "
" I wear this pattern not nice. "
He keep asking me to buy and the price was keep increasing.
Haiz.
Have to buy a pair of shoes around RM 2000 or not wor??
After few month broke d than buy another 2000 to wear?
So waste.
A simple slippers after offer also have to cost RM 200+.
Faint. =="
Not suitable to my age & standard lar.
Not so many things happen today,
so I end my story here.
See our crazy picture ya. ^^



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* 28th December 2009 *

Woke up around 8.00am + to online for a while,
then I watch my Hi My Sweetheart Episode 9.
After finish it,
I had a bath and go to take breakfast.
Around 9.00am +,
my aunt fetch us went to Plaza GM,
actually it is not a place for shopping,
because it is a place for people wholesale.
Because my aunt always go there and took things to sell,
so she can help us to get discount.
I bought 2 handbag for myself and bought 3 for mummy.
Sum more bought 8 simple T-shirt, 2 for brother, 3 for sister, and 3 for myself.
Lastly was a white color fashion belt.
I have took 2 picture which I'm wearing a fake hair.
Haha.
My brother said I look a Thailand ah gua.
=="

THE END.

C0ntinue my KL st0ry day 4.

* 26th December 2009 *

After a big argument,
slowly okay back with him.
He no class today.
So this was our conversation.
I ask: " Today did you go anywhere? =D "
" No. You leh? =D "
" No lar. Cousin they all want go to Time Square for 8tv Carnival. You want go? =D "
" What time? =D "
" Not sure. After aunt back from hospital. =D "
.. Bla ..
.. Bla ..
.. Bla ..
" Okay. Now I go take bath 1st. =D "
At 1st we still okay,
I still keep asking him I should wear skirt or short pants.
[ I never wear skirt and date with him before. ==' ]
At last we decided go ourself 1st,
coz wait aunt too late d.
I want to have more time to be with him. =)
But lastly we argue again.
He said he very geram at me, hard to talk with me.
Actually I don't know where I'm wrong.
BLUR!! =="
I wait him at Siri Gombak Bas Station.
When he arrive we din talk with each other,
and I don't dare to look at him.
Because I knew that he damn angry.
At last I took a long breath..
Hoo~~~~~
I look at him.
His face seen so fierce and look at me.
His 1st sentences is.
" Don't know you are what type of people. "
" Are you chinese? "
I nod my head.
He stop and din talk anything.
I still don't dare to talk with him.
So I decided to send msg for him.
" Don't angry lar. =( "
After he saw still look like no feeling.
I keep wrote thing in my phone and show for him.
He still keep quite.
At last he told me.
" Want take teksi go arh? "
" Don't want. Expensive. "
We are quite. =X
Suddenly he put his hand into his pocket and took out a deck.
Ghost deck.
And gave it to me.
Hahaha.
When he do that I d knew that he d not angry d.
BICYCLE GHOST DECK.
ThankSssssss hubby.
I LOVE IT VERY MUCH. REALLY LOVE IT.
I'm not to be willing to open it.
Everytime he bought deck for me also will help me to open and make it messy only I'll start to play.
If not I won't touch it until it had messy.
I won't give other people make it messy beside hubby. =)
Then he help me slowly to open out the plastic in the bas and gave it to me.
I open the card and see.
OMG!!!!
REALLY NICE!
DAMN NICE!
I love a sentence on one of the card.
* Are you ready to perform magic tricks you never thought possible? *
Ish Ish Ish.........
When we reach Gombak LRT station,
he hold my hand and on the way we walk to buy LRT ticket.
Then he ask me,
" Want go Genting? "
" Want want want. Go buy ticket. "
" Nvm lar. Buy when we back later. "
" Okay. =D "
When we wait LRT came,
I ask him.
" Just now you very angry arh? "
He said " Ya lar. Hard to conversation with you. "
I pull his hand near to me and I put my head on his shoulder and said,
" Yer yer yer~ Don't angry lar. "
He smile. =D
Then we start our happy dating. ^^ ..
We went to outside Time Square and watch a small concert,
got a guy sang on the stage, but both of us also don't know who is that guy,
cos too far d, can't see.
Suddenly got a uncle came from other country came and ask hubby,
"Excuses me, may I know who is this singer? "
Hubby answer,
" I also don't know. "
Then hubby and I with that uncle and his wife laugh at there.
OMG!
Damn shy.
Faster full hubby hand and walk inside Time Square again.
Keep laughing. XD
Around 6pm something only meet aunt.
He ask me how to call my aunt?
I told him.
" She told me you better call her mei nv. "
[ My aunt really told me this. ]
=="
When he stand infront my aunt, he said,
" Mei Nv. "
Wahahahahahaha~
Damn funny!
Thought he won't call like this.
Bee, you so brave. =D
This only is the 1st time you meet her.
Then I force him took picture with Christmas Tree.
This is the 1st time I took picture with my lover and Christmas tree.
Although our face not really nice but it is our memory. =)
So I love that picture very much.
Actually wanna join aunt shopping again de,
but hubby was very lonely and our leg damn pain.
So we left aunt and cousin and we went to up stair and bought something to drink and find a places which can sit for chit-chat.
I took out deck and he start to playing.
I took out the ghost deck that he gave to me and search for Queen Of Love and King Of Spade.
I ask him sit beside me and I wanna took picture our picture with this two card.
I wanna took this very long ago but always forgot.
Took damn a lot but at last found 1 or 2 which better a bit.
Happy.. ^^
Around 8.30pm + brother company hubby and I go to took Monorail.
When we reach Dang Wangi LRT Station,
very near KLCC,
actually plan wanna took with him again with KLCC but he don't want and faster ran away.
I told him,
" Christmas tree also took d lor, still scare what wor? "
" You still dare to said that tree?? =( "
Haha..
Funny face again.
Nvm. I sure will force you took with me next time. ^^
Until the end I took LRT with brother to Gombak and he took back to Kelana Jaya.
When we back to Gombak I faster faster go to the place sell ticket for tomorrow but d close.
We fail our plan to Genting twice d. =(
Nvm. Sure still got chance d. =D
Okay.
I end my story with our picture.
Good Night. ^^

KL story day 3.

* 25th December 2009 *

Fuyooo~
Today damn sad!
Because of yesterday big argue,
whole day din msg with hubby.
I forgot what the last msg I send for him,
only remember something like this.
" I argue with you not because of I angry, I argue with you is because of my heart pain. Just reply me when you want to reply me. "
He really din msg me.
Okay.
Skip this.
As usual,
aunt and uncle fetch us go to Sunway Pyramid.
Love pyramid very much.
Bought a pair of shoes at there.
Green color shoes.
I LOVE IT VERY MUCH!!!
Try to act the face like I'm happy,
because cannot let them knew.
If they knew sure were ask a lot.
But, I really unhappy. =(
Until 9.00pm+ also still get his msg.
At last also is I lose d.
I msg him 1st.
But he still don't wan reply.
At last I try my last provoke.
I want prove to him that I really have playing card,
so I took a video which is I'm playing card for him.
But before I send for him,
I send a msg for him.
I told him.
" I d took a video which I'm playing card, if you want to see you reply me lar.And this is my last msg for you if you still din reply. "
After about 10 min,
he really din reply me.
T.T
" You really din reply me. I tot you very exited d. "
[ Because this is the 1st time I took such video. ]
At last he was reply.
" disappointed a lot of time ad don't have any hope. "
"Then you still want to watch or not?"
" Want. "
Like that only we slowly okay back.
I had a nice sleep that time. =)

New year New post. KL story day 1/2.

`` 01-01-2010 ``

So fast reach year 2010 d.
Nothing happen today.
So I gonna post what's going on at KL lor.
.. ^^ ..

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* 23th December 2009. *

Today Ning, Bing & Me gonna go to KL.
Actually we have to start our journey around 8.30am.
But that driver late 30 min.
So we wait wait wait & wait.
9.00am only the bus came.
Between this 30 min,
I saw a car damn same as Pei Chern car,
so my eyes followed where the car go.
At last,
I saw 2 people came down from the car.
Pei Chern & Xin Ying.
Haha.
Why so ngam?
They want go to Penang.
Like that also can meet.
Chat with them a while and before I went up to the bus,
they ask me don't forget to bring back souvenir.
=="
12.30pm.
We reach Jalam Duta bus station.
Relative also d reach there and wait for us.
When we reach their house we had our dinner, bath and rest.
At night,
our aunt fetch us went to Wangsa Walk.
Ning and me bought a pair of shoes at there.
Because got offer,
so it only cost RM 19.90 per one only.
Happy. ^^
Took damn few picture there.
Because not yet in SS mood,
cos too tired d. =)

This only for today.
Good night. ^^

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* 24th December 2009. *

Woke up early in the morning,
after breakfast and dinner we prepare to go to 1U.
Car park damn jam,
but at last we also found a parking.
^^
Not really nice to shop at there.
I don't know why~
Ate some sushi and bought a egg tart at there.
Sushi damn nice but the egg tart not really nice.
Expensive sum more.
=="
Hubby whole day din reply my msg.
[ I ony send 1 msg for him. ==' ]
Actually I knew that he was studying,
but don't know why I felt damn worried.
At last I send 1 more msg to him and at last he had reply.
That time only can put down the big big stone in my heart.
=D
At night,
Had a big argue with hubby.
Drop tears quietly.
T.T