trying to be happy. :)

不要为昨天而哭，要为今天而笑，活著，就有希望；
不要为失败而哭，要为坚持而笑，努力，就能踏实；
不要为穷困而哭，要为心安而笑，知足，就能豁达；
不要为自己而哭，要为他人而笑，付出，就会快乐。

and i wish i can do it. :)

wondering..

I have no ideal what to do to cheer up myself.

I just too weak on everything and feel super disappointed to myself.

what should i do?

Sem 1 : Finished

Yuhooo~

At last, i have fin my Year 1 Sem 1 exam.

Soooo stresssss!!!!

And i wonder why?

WHY HUH??

whatever, i don't care~ 

Most important things is...

NOW IS MY HOLIDAYssssss~~ =D
Enjoying...

Recently,
joyee was recommended me some famous blogger...
for example,
xiaxue (wendy), josheen ma, and bla bla bla..
and, i'm addicted!!
Recently, found Michelle Phan blogger,
she was the one who have make up tutorial and post on YouTube 
her make up technique was soooo power~~
and her makeup was so nice....
her makeup such as,
Disney makeup, Lady gaga MV makeup, natural makeup, makeup with glasses, DIY facial mask, and alots....
I gonna learn makeup from her tutorial soooooon.. =D

Check it out her youtube,
just type : Michelle Phan



That's all for today..
See yoooou~ =D

♥ Big Event

♥ my bii

我不知道要怎样开始这篇文章

我不知道要怎样开始说我现在的心情
我不知道 真的不知道
这种心情好复杂 好难受

拜五 他一个人搭火车来金宝找我
三天两夜
原本我以为三天两夜很长
但是 怎么开心的时候这么快就过了呢？

当我一个人的时候
都是自己随便煮 然后看着电脑或电视的荧幕
让电影里的男女演员陪我吃饭

当我一个人的时候
我很怕三餐
因为怕肚子饿没有东西吃

当我一个人的时候
累了还要硬着头皮把衣服碗碟洗好

当我一个人时侯
我从来没有晚上去过西湖
也没有骑脚车出去走走

当我一个人的时候
我早上不敢一个人骑脚车出去吃早餐

当我一个人的时候
每次都害怕晚上
因为我的housemate会很吵
我怕我失眠 怕一个人

拜五晚上 给了他一个小小的惊喜
买了一个小小的生日蛋糕 跟他庆祝

当他在时
当我煮饭 他一直喊好饿 一直说好香
他会陪我坐在地下吃我煮的东西 还会称赞我
吃饱了帮我洗碗

当他在时
我在洗衣的时候
我说我累
我们就会一起洗衣
他帮我刷衣服 我隔水了他就帮我挂起来 拿去晒

当他在时
他载我去西湖旁边的花园
带着他送我的帽子
在热热的太阳下手牵手散步拍照说笑

当他在时
晚上她们在外面吵时
他会拿个小枕头盖着我耳朵

当他在时
他晚上会给我一个 goodnight kiss
早上会给我一个 morning kiss

当他在时
他会陪我一起刷牙
我要漱口时 他就叫我拿马桶水来漱口
等到他要漱口的时候
我也就叫他拿马桶的水来漱口

当他在时
他会骑脚车载我出去mamak吃早餐

当他在时
会和我一起讨论韩国歌星

当他在时
我们会一起看电影
他会陪我去复印店陪我复印我的lectural slice和tutorial
他会买零食汽水牛奶给我
帮我扫地
帮我这个 帮我那个

当他在时
我不再寂寞 不在一个人

刚刚 他回去了
前一两个小时
我控制不到自己的眼泪 抱着他哭
开着好笑的 快乐大本营
我却在哭 然后看到他眼睛湿湿
我叫他去再看下有没有拿漏东西
他一站起来
我看到他的眼泪流下
他也应该很不舍得吧？

他信息我说谢谢 说我给了他这么开心的拜五拜六礼拜
其实他不懂我才要谢谢他
给了我三天开心温暖不寂寞的周末

bii.. 我真的好不舍得你
我真的控制不到自己的眼泪

真的 有你真好 ♥

♥ first day

Well,
today is my first day to go to Uni.
This morning woke up on 7am and do all my stuff like brush teeth, bathing, sweep the floor and bla bla bla..
9am sharp,
Joyee was fetch me, her sis, her sis friend and one of her housemate to Uni and meet ah goh there.
what we done was just registered and take a UTAR T-shirt.
Joined Campus Tour + Kampar Tour.
I like this two activity.
It make us feel closer with Kampar,
and have a little bit get used to it ady.
smiling face. =))

Talk about yesterday night.
Yesterday when I check in my room i only see two Indians girl appear in my house.
They were new too!
Around 10pm i heard some girls sound, after that boy sound pula.
Maybe a chinese housemate bring her friend came do some work leh.
This is what I think.
Ok, fine.
Until 12am, i feel sleepy ady.
So i closed lamp and sleep lo.
Mana tau the geng that i mention just now was laughing, talking, running around, and keep pang the door.

OMG!!!!!!

See the clock, it's 12.30am+.
K, fine again.
I continue and try my best to sleep,
still cannot sleep, and they do the same things too!
See the clock 1.15am+.
This step repeated few time until the last time i see the clock was around 2.25am.
I feel so crazy and i don't dare to ask them shut their mouth since i still new here.
I felt like want to talk to someone,
but i don't know who should i find, since i'm arguing with my bii. =(
So i ended up with text one of my darling : shok ni,
cause i knew she won't sleep so early one.
As what i guess,
she really not yet sleep, so chat a while with her, and around 3am i ady not awake until the 7am clock ringing.
So, yesterday night i just slept for 4 hours. ==

I wonder it is the geng fault or my problem,
i guess it is because i drank tea last night when i went dinner with my parents,
but then shok ni said i'm not get used to it, ask me don't think so much
.
Awake in the middle night was sooooooooooooooo horror and lonely.
I don't like and i scare. =(((

7am today,
woke up and i still can hear their voice.
Wahhh~
They really ki siao geh,
Work for whole night!!!
when i went down saw the floor was full with the cutting paper, umbrella and so on.

Just like a dustbin!!!

Won't you all feel uncomfortable when you all see all those rubbish??
You all always do like this make the aunty who help us to clean the house always get scold from office!
She don't dare to throw all your rubbish because she scare she ter-throw your Uni stuff,
but if she din clean she get scold from office and make others housemate feel uncomfortable.
Now she clean ady you all pula stick a paper at the floor there ask her next time don't clean down stairs???
She din clean who clean?? You all clean??
Use brain to think about it lah.
Don't make trouble for others!!!

A.N.D.

You all are allowed to work at mid-night,
but please, control your voice please.


Your action is not respect others!!!!



T.H.E.E.N.D.

p/s : if your read this, please stop arguing. I need you. =(

♥ at last ...

Time passed so fast,
from 5 days now already is the day.

At last i came Kampar to start my Uni life.
What my feeling now?
Mmm...
A complicated feeling.

Quite satisfied with my room,
but the living room........ =="
Rubbish!!!!
Mcd pack on the floor.
After using knife they just put on the table,
and facial cotton too!
Shoes throw everywhere.
Messy!!
Floor messy.
Table messy.
Refrigerator also messy, smelly some more. =(
What should i do?
Not my things, i cannot throw.
Not my things, i not willing to wash/keep.
Arghh!!!

Skip this.

This afternoon around 12pm plus,
departure from Taiping.
Msg 5 of my darling and said bye bye to them.
When i received their reply one by one my tears was around my orbital.
Herm..
Really not willing to leave them.
And my parents too.
they accompany me to check in my room and clean my room.
Make my new room have my own room 'smell'..
So warm...
Papa, Mama, Sis, Bro..
I miss you all. =(
Really..

Wanna see my new room??
Hehe.
Hold on....

.
.
.
.
.
nice leh? haha. Satisfied x10000. =) ♥
.
.
.
.
.
T.H.E.E.N.D

♥ countdown

the day i start my new life : 5 days

♥ my partner

what is the definition for happiness?
what is the definition for a good g/b-friend?

curious-ing. ♥

when we are in quarrel,
i will always complained to him that he was not enough considerate to me,
and he will reply me that :

You are not considerate too!

Seriously,
i wonder what is the definition of considerate!
I thought always bake some snake for him, DIY something for him is a way to show considerate~

ya.. I thought!


Haha.
Stop talking about this!
No points ~ ♥


Well,
today i had a super fun experience with him.
Photo shoooooting ... ♥
Not a professional shooting but is a Crazy & Noob shooting!
Bii fetched me to Mcd for breakfast and went to lake garden.
This morning have quite much people go shooting too.
All of them bringing their DSLR!
and we just bring the normal Lumix digital camera with a stand.
And what we do is RUN !!
So shame lah!!
Haha.
Hubby some more make my leg injured.

Again,


I'm really happy to be with him. ♥


可以天天有你,
不要,没有你吗? ♥

happy 5/5/11. ♥

♥ lasik.

Tomorrow I'm going to have an eye lasik operation.
GOD, bless me there's everything alright, kay?
A little bit nervous now.
Huh ..

♥ 15/4

Uhh ....
i've gave my bloggie a long holiday,
kinda lazy and there is nothing to update for my bloggie.
i think i have to work hard a little bit to avoid my bloggie get rust.
hehe.



well,
it's April now.
one more month,
i'll move to Kampar for my Uni life.
but there is a little bit like " not willing " ,
scare to stay alone at outside there although i have friend.
i need parents.
my dad, my mom, my sis, my bro, and my BED!!!
they need me and i need them so much.
:(((
By the way,
until now i still din receive UTAR letter,
don't know what's going on there.
Never proses my application?
if really like that not bad too,
go Jan 2012 intake and can stay at home longer.


SKIP this.

i wonder what's going on in this few day,
keep quarrel with bii.
sobs sobs.
feel like CRAZY !!!!
Argh !!!!!
next week,
ah bii will back.
quite exciting~
wish that there is nothing between us.
:)))
wanna watch movie with him.
鬼也笑
heard a lot people said the movie very funny,
wanna see how funny it is!!
[[ actually i very scare watch ghost movie, because dar is there only i dare to watch. >< ]]

p/s : bii bii, i love you so much.

this few weeks I'm crazy with Korea song.
keep google to search eng sub to know what they singing about.
I recommended this few song for you guy.
U-kiss : 0330
Big Bang : Cafe
Big bang : Love song [[ new ]]
Ft island : Love love love
After school : Love love love



That's all for today.
bye bye + good night. ♥

♥ 心肝宝贝

天是那么大 人是那么多
偏偏让我遇见你
你是那么真 你是那么好
我曾怀疑我在做梦
不再一个人 心事有人听
漫漫长夜在一起
和你数着星 海边迎着风
只要有你我就安心 ♥

你是我的心肝宝贝
爱你爱到无路可退
这一辈子都不后悔
陪你上山下海
陪你黑夜白天
快乐伤悲亦都无所谓
你是我的心肝宝贝
爱你爱到掏心掏肺
希望你也真心相对
我要为你干杯 我要为你喝醉
因为你是我的宝贝 ♥

天是那么大 人是那么多
偏偏让我遇见你
你是那么真 你是那么好
我曾怀疑我在做梦
不再一个人 心事有人听
漫漫长夜在一起
和你数着星 海边迎着风
只要有你我就安心 ♥

你是我的心肝宝贝
爱你爱到无路可退
这一辈子都不后悔
陪你上山下海
陪你黑夜白天
快乐伤悲都无所谓
你是我的心肝宝贝
爱你爱到掏心掏肺
希望你也真心相对
我要为你干杯 我要为你喝醉
因为你是我的宝贝 ♥

你是我的心肝宝贝
爱你爱到无路可退
这一辈子都不后悔
陪你上山下海
陪你黑夜白天
快乐伤悲都无所谓 ♥

你是我的心肝宝贝
爱你爱到掏心掏肺
希望你也真心相对
我要为你干杯 我要为你喝醉
因为你是我的宝贝 ♥

我要为你干杯 我要为你喝醉
因为你是我的宝贝 ♥


两个人在一起
最重要的事是要彼此都开心

我
好快乐

我
好幸福

你告诉我
等我去读书了后 我们就糟了
放假的时间不同
见面的时间就更少了

亲爱的

我心里有你

你心里有我

那就可以了！！！

幸福 ♥ 我们可以拥有

有你 ♥ 真好




其实
快乐 与 幸福 : 真得很简单 ♥

♥ samsung

owh~~

this few days was too tired.
everyday help at my dad shop.
because of he PAY me,
so i have to work hard.
Ta Dang........
$.$
money face.



today,
i decided to ignore SE Xperia X8,
changed to Samsung.
and this is the look.
.

..

...

....

.....

.......

Samsung Galaxy Ace.

It is look nice?
Why I'll change to this phone?
Because the look was nicer than x8,
plus it is a new phone,
price is below RM1000.
and the function was more better to compare with x8.
I never use Samsung mobile phone before,
don't know it is good or not.
but i gonna try and give Samsung a chance.
dad friend's said this phone only will come on next Mon or Tue.
Can't wait actually.
Thanks daddy.



That's all for today, kay?
wanna watch 韩版恶作剧之吻..
Hehe.
Bye bye. ♥

p/s : This few days i miss hubby damn much. Really wish i can see him.
AGAIN, i hate long-distance relationship. ="(
Biii, i misssss you. ♥

♥ form 6 : the end

i have been taken my result.
the result was just as what i guess.
Especially PA.
the rest, i'm really appreciate.
Crying like a crazy before and after i took my result.

first,
I'm going to thanks shok ni and chew hong,
because both of them accompany me to go to take result,
and keep console me.

second,
i want to congrats allllll my friend,
i'm happy to get a lots of good news from you all.

third,
I want to thanks all my teacher so much!!!
Thanks for teaching us since Lower 6.
i'll always remember you all.
I know,
we are lazy, talk active, and keep ponteng,
but you all are not give up on us and keep teach us until the last day.
And,
I feel so sorry to Sir. Sri Rengan.
sorry that i disappointing you.
i din get good result on my PA.
sorry.
for others teacher,
thank you that you all still remember me,
keep asking my sis my result and ask me why din go to take result on time.
I din go because i scare i can't control myself,
and second i scare i disappointed you all.

forth,
i want to say my heartfelt wishes.

I want thanks to UPPER SIX K 1.
I'm very happy to know you all.
Really thanks god for giving me a chance to know you all.
especially our* rojak geng*,

♥ thank you for teaching me when i have something not understand.
♥ thank you for calling me for every study group.
♥ thank you for introduce me those library.

without all of your support and help,
i won't get B in Econ and PP,
and mathematics toooo.

Chew Hong,
thanks for keep teaching me those difficult mathematics.
If you can't solve in school you will bring it back to home and try to solve it.
( her style, crazy on math. )
always force me to do mathematics 1.
and keep ask shok ni and i fight to do math 2 with you to see who is the fastest to finish it.
and i'm always the fastest because i always next next next.
Hahaha.
Crazy moment.
Really thank you and appreciate so much.
Love you.♥

Shokni,
I really feel so happy that you got 3 A's.
Although 1 is B but at least have a + behind there wert.
for me A is A, B is B,
nothing difference between A and A- la.
Beh tahan when saw what newspaper wrote.
wei hong : 3A's 1 B+
shok ni : 2A's 1 A- 1 B+
but i'm sure you very care about it.
Haha.
Thank you for the message that you send for me.

Actually I very proud of you,
math can get B same as me.
Good job!!

I feel super touching when i read that message.
i feel like my tears want to come out when i read it again on the day after.
And i feel so proud of you toooo!
Really.
Thank you for teach me when i have problem.
Really appreciate.
Love you so much.♥♥
Really.

Chiao Hwa,
congrats babe♥.
4 B weih.
haha.
happy to get this good news from my sister.
Uni are waiting for you. =D

Pei Chern & Siam Cheng,
Owh~~~
Our misua~~~
Wanna congrats to both of you too.
happy to get your good news too.
Your result not really suck, really.
I know both of you are unsatisfied,
actually me too. =(
But it already become truth,
we already can't change anything.
Heyy friend,
believe yourself that we can.

CHEER !!!♥

Go, we go UTAR together.
I want to same house with you all.
But Pei Chern,
I don't want same room with you.
Hahaha.

Friend,
remember our target?
we said want to work hard and go to the same Uni.
Now, i'm broke this promise.
Sorry.
I have already try my best. ( maybe? )
But what i can do is just like that.
Sorry. ="(

Fifth,
i'm going to thanks my parents.
thank you for keep console me.
Mummy told me,

I don't wish you can get an A in every exam,
if can i just wish you to get B.
Now you get 3 B, it's good!!
I also don't ever think tat you can get B.

and my dad too.
Both of them are satisfied with my result.
I'm crying in front mum after i show her my result.
She said,

CRY FOR WHAT??

Haih.
cry because feel so sorry.
sorry because make you all disappointed.
And, you are not.
Thank you daddy mummy.
I really love you all so much.
and dad want to present a phone for me.aiming
Yuhooo!!!
aiming Sony Ericsson Xperia x8.
love love love. ♥

my sister and cousin too,
they keep console me it's already not bad.
Thank you so much.

Sixth,
my hubby.
thank you for accompany me before and after i take my result.
same as my parents,
he satisfied with what i got too.
he some more told me,

其实你很厉害了！!

="(
appreciate.
thank you hubby.
thanks for always by my side.
Love you. ♥


Now,
we have took our result,
different result go to different places.
USM? USM? UTAR?
or stop studying?
it's hard to have chance to group us together again.
So i wish everyone of you all the best ya.
Fight for future. ♥

don't force me

really OMG!

I'm very scare and feel like want to cry.
I don't feel like want to go to school tomorrow.
really scare to see my PA result.
I know it already can't change,
but still not willing to face it.
arghhh!!!!!!
don't force me.

♥ God, bless me.

Yo!!!!

2011的新年又过去了
今年的新年丰富极了
因为三姑全家都从澳洲回来
除了表哥 =(
但是这次的新年真是开心啊！
他们有十年没有看过红包了
而且啊
五年没有见面+聊天的我们
尴尬极了
每次要找话题 总是失败
过了两天
我们就开始有了话题
而且还玩疯了

只可惜!!!!

他们只回来两个星期
很快的他们就回去了
超想念他们的
他们应该也会很想我们吧

希望是是是。。




OH MY GOH!!!
anyone can help me??
anyone can save me??
STPM result will be out next week - scary Monday



Dear God,
what i want is not too much,
i only wish to pass all subject.
Bless me, kay?

♥ grandpa

grandpa ♥


你们曾听过一种传说

传说一个老人去世后
会化成只蝴蝶飞到自己的家中再见见自己的家人

我相信

除夕夜
这只蝴蝶飞到我们家
停留在地下
不管我们的脚有多靠近
它都不会动
当爸爸走进后面
这只蝴蝶就会飞去爸爸的方向
停在一个能见到爸爸的地方

我们告诉最小的妹妹

它 就是我们好久不见的公公 ♥

♥ happiness

兔年即将开始,
我希望我是第一个,
最早一个,
也是最特别的一个给你送上祝福.
.....

希望下一次的兔年是和老公结了婚然后一起过. =D

一起过六次的兔年. =D

六次的兔年我们几岁? =D

九十多. =D

哈哈哈哈十二次的兔年好不好? =D

贪心咯你

好的啦老公.. =((

好啦好啦. =D

green : hubby
yellow : ah ying

幸福♥
淡淡的幸福♥

♥ those biscuits

昨天开始烤过年饼了
才第一天开始烤就整手都是伤
右手的拇指被铁罐割到流血
食指中指和无名指却被炉烫伤起小小颗的泡泡
痛到~~
其他的还好 拇指伤了就像残废了
很多东西都做不好
只靠左手来弄 好酸噢
刚才我一个人弄马铃薯饼
妈妈问我为什么那么慢
我瞪着她 她就说
* 对!我忘记你残废了.. *
唉~ 我可爱的妈妈呀！

左手 辛苦你咯 :)))



Mm..
说说拜六吧
拜六和公去看戏
天天好天
虽然之前我和堂姐一起看过了
可是这次又陪公看
看完后他不停的称赞马来西亚的华人
说华人越来越进步了
回到他家还不停的跟他妈妈说有多好看
我只好一边倒laksa一边听他念经
囧



公现在跟朋友出去了
每次夜夜出都不懂人家会担心
他还没到家我根本不能睡
恨你咯臭人
是啊是啊
就是要恨你 怎样？？

等你回到家才爱♥回你

哼
真的有够讨厌的
幸好他朋友拜四放完假
那时公就是我的了
哈哈哈哈哈哈！！


拜六你约我了
这次到我约了
可是我说等你到家才约你
现在先告诉你
婆约你拜三噢
嘻嘻.. ♥

p/s : 爱你爱你爱你 ♥