hrmmm...=(

I wr0te a p0st in Faceb00k bef0re,

I wr0te I hate the feeling when I’m jeal0us at s0me0ne else.

y0u ask me,

What kind 0f thing can makes myself jeal0us at s0me0ne s0 much?

I din reply y0ur questi0ns.

n0t I d0n't want t0 reply but is I d0n't kn0w h0w t0 tell y0u.

I scare t0 argue with y0u.

s0 I just keep quite.

I ask y0u bef0re,

may I write y0ur bad things inside my bl0g?

may I sc0ld y0u inside here?

bef0re I write anything,

I wanna say s0rry t0 y0u because this is 0nly the way that i can release my bad m00d beside I g0 and disturb my friend.

And d0n't f0rg0t your pr0mise.

d0n't tell me alth0ugh y0u have already seen my bl0g.

pr0mise again, kay?

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What makes me feel s0 jeal0us at s0me0ne?

d0es I n0t c0ntented for what I've g0t?

I kn0w I shouldn't think like that but I really can't c0ntr0l myself.

Hrrmm...=(

I always felt jeal0us after I have read 0thers pe0ple bl0g.

jeal0us at them why their realati0n s0 g00d until I can feel their happiness.

s0mtime I will think back,

d0es I feel happiness?

my relati0n will g0 sm00thly and happy as them?

I have read 2 bl0g.

1 0f them their relati0n are damn sm00thly and another 0ne was bad then mine

I felt jel0us when I saw the 0ne wh0 are in happiness.

But I remember back what hubby t0ld me,

He said " H0w y0u kn0w behide their relati0n have n0 argument? "

Yea, you're right.We d0n't kn0w.

But when I read an0ther 0ne which her relati0nship was bad then me,

I will aut0matic think that : I'm the lucky 0ne because I have y0u.

s0metime I really c0nfuse what I want my relati0n t0 be?

Some times I really h0pe that I can be slamber as sh0k ni.

Aaarrggghh............. ='(

Always argue with y0u make me damn n0 m00d.

it's what my feeling f0r n0w.

I'm very blur n0w.

It hard t0 write 0ut 100% for my feeling at here.

Some times writing can make pe0ple misunderstand the real meaning.

Already l0st my main p0int for this p0st.

Maybe I g0nna st0p here.

Every time,

I believe that everything g0nna be alright.

*p/s* every sadness will slowly grow in our heart more and more until we s0lve it.